Conspiracy

I guess I'll just kick this off by saying this is going to be a pretty drawn-out thing that I'll update any time I feel especially passionate and volatile enough to go fuck off on my website about my weird fixation on this case and about how mad i am at the seattle police department for being a bunch of fucking idiots (or at hole fans, who are usually equally as dense). it's not going to be a uniform essay-form thing unless the update is specifically for making a timeline if i ever do that, but whatever. it's not going to be totally organized unless i want it to be for that specific post.

I'm just going to dive into this and start at what set it all off, which was kurt's escape from rehab on april 1, 1994. shortly after this, courtney love was notified and then pretty immediately hired a private investigator, Tom Grant on April 3, 1994. What's funny about this though, is that originally she had hired him on grounds of her thinking someone was using kurt's credit card and she wanted to find out who it was (which is already a bullshit reason, because who else would have his credit card if he was in rehab? i assume he would or it would be held by staff or by courtney so i doubt anyone would even have access to that especially since the internet was also still so primitive at the time) but then later Switched her reason to being to find out kurt's location. So already it's like, well what is it, yknow? Anyway, Tom Grant gets on it. HOWEVER, soon after, Michael "Cali" DeWitt, the Cobain family's nanny and notably, Courtney's ex-boyfriend called Courtney up and told her that Kurt is at their Seattle home.
In this situation, where you have hired someone specifically to look for your spouse, especially in the case they have a bad drug habit as kurt did, surely, if someone you knew called you and said "he's here", you'd tell the person looking for them, right? But Courtney didn't do that. She kept it to herself. Her doing this, to me, seems as though it was purposefully kept from the PI to hinder his investigation. It's as if her worry is an alibi: "I loved Kurt and I was so worried about him after he left rehab that I hired someone to locate him!" It's believeable from the surface, right? "Coattails of a Dead Man" by Primus is a song about this; how courtney constantly played the part of a worried wife just trying to locate her husband, and who continues to profit off of his fame to this day.(which, for any asshole who wants to try and deny that, look at who has nirvana's rights under tight lock and key and who profits off of it today. You'll find, Shocking no one, that Courtney has profited significantly from owning rights, as does Frances Bean who she transferred some of those rights to around 2010 or so)

Anyhow, Courtney does Not tell the PI that Michael DeWitt saw Kurt at their seattle home on April 2 1994 (keep in mind she hired Tom Grant a day later to "locate him" despite already knowing his location).

Now, knowing this, Let's delve into another thing that happened shortly before all this: Dylan Carlson's purchase of the shotgun.

Dylan Carlson, Kurt's best friend and drug buddy, claims he "didn't know kurt was suicidal" despite everyone who's ever known kurt saying that he "screamed suicide" and the fact kurt talked about and attempted to kill himself all the time. (The fact kurt was like this actually makes me believe even more that the suicide thing was staged because it would be believable to everyone that he'd kill himself even if the truth completely opposes that.) Basically, I think he's bullshitting. He also claims, as justification for purchasing the firearm that Kurt was killed with, that "Kurt wanted it for self defense". Which, also, considering when it was bought, that being shortly before he went to rehab, what was even the fucking point if he wasn't even going to BE at his home? That is fucking Ridiculous and I don't know how anyone takes this dude seriously.

Anyway, back to the current timeline, Tom Grant is still looking into it and FINALLY makes it to Seattle on April 6, the day after Kurt died. He goes to the Seattle home where DeWitt said he was 4 days earlier. Who shows him around? Dylan Carlson, our loveable neighborhood gun freak, of course!
Carlson shows Grant around the Entire house Except.... (wait for it)... The Greenhouse where his body was discovered.
I bet you're all like "what the wuuutt i never would've guessed that.. that kinda twist is worthy of the freakin' big screen, yo!" and I, to you, reader, say, i know RIGHT (can you feel my sarcasm. is it real potent yet? i hope so)

I'll be serious again now. But I mean REALLY was this dude trying to get hired as captain of the S.S. Obvious?? What a fucking joke. Gun freak says the greenhouse where a body is discovered as "just a dirty room" to the private investigator which ends up causing him to NOT look in there, hindering his investigation and the earlier discovery of a body, and people BELIEVE his dumbass. I can't tell which side is stupider. I'd really advocate to put them through some kind of test of wit just to see if that were brought up. I wonder if the believing him thing started as a bit and then everybody just gaslit themselves into taking it seriously. Honest to god I just want to know if people are just dragging this on to pull my leg. Government, I'm on to your little prank. That's a dirty, dirty trick you sly boys. You must all think you're in Jackass, huh? Real funny

Anyway, seriously seriously, Dylan Carlson leads Tom Grant away from checking the greenhouse by basically psyopping him into thinking it's not worth doing so, even when Kurt's body was found there by total luck by an electrician two days later. I think to anyone this should set off the alarm, like, "hey, something's up here." But people are apparently too ignorant to do that because they'd rather believe the answer that's easier to digest and more comfortable to think than to consider the possibility that it is not out of the question that foul play was involved.

To reiterate, people will not always choose the honest answer, but rather go with what they prefer to believe, which in this case, is that it was a suicide. "Just another casualty of drug addiction". Yeah right

It amazes me that people will see people fighting for decades to disprove a Theory, and still choose to blindly believe that theory. The suicide is only a theory. It was never investigated. They fell for it. Everyone did. It has Never been crazy to say that it may have been a homicide, and the truth is that no one actually knows.

When I speak on this topic, it is so difficult to let myself be heard above the constant discourse. It's like there is no common ground sometimes. What should be agreed upon is that Kurt's death should be looked into again, just because it never was looked into properly. And furthermore, the Seattle police department's refusal to do so comes off as a ploy to avoid tainting their image by admitting they fucked up. It's narcissistic and awful that they apparently would rather uphold their reputation than bring justice to Kurt and allow him to finally be able to rest without people always arguing over how he died by clearing it up and giving him the investigation he deserves, regardless of what's proven or disproven or Whatever. It makes me so sad he's been treated this way for so long.